Ryo ; Swag.

Why hello there ~

Yep. I'm back, ahah.
I don't know what brought me here but of course I keep missing LJ so I thought that I'd make a diary entry.
I won't promise that I'll write everyday entries like I said the past.. 3 entries but I still really like writing here.
Anyway, I'm listening to Monjyai Beat right now and thinking how I could take a more positive outlook on life, and obviously Eito help me loads with that ♥
& I've started wanting to write fanfiction and post them on here, I don't know who would care or notice tbh.. ahah but it's worth a try.
So if you want me to write anything for you, just tell me! ^^ 'Cause I don't know where to start lol.
Anyways, I'm having a stressful week now and I can't wait till it's over. I hope to make more LJ friends and get updated with Eito goodness.. I'm such a fail of a fan uhuh ; O ; BUT ANYWAYS.
See you guys soon!
Oh, and I keep on loving Ryo more and more by the second, it's becoming unhealthy..
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Confessions of a Ryoaholic.

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Travel the world.
2.) Memorize the full Quran
3.) Be best friends with Ryo

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Mahooi
2.) Maha
3.) AlMaha/ Mahoosh

Three Things That Scare You:
2.) Being alone
3.) Losing someone precious to me (especially my mother, ohgod what would I do without her)

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Sitting with my sister doing anything in the world
2.) Eito/SNSD
3.) Two pages of the Quran
(-Water an oxygen of course)

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) Cupcake Pjs
2.) A purple hairband
3.) An orange and pink hairclip

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Kanjani8
2.) Girls' Generation
3.) Westlife/Big Time Rush

Three Of Your Favorite Songs (at the moment):
1.) Water Drop - Kanjani8
2.) All Over Again - Big Time Rush
3.) Scarecrow - Nishikido Ryo

Three Things You Want Have In A Relationship:
1.) Trust.
2.) Loyalty
3.) Fun

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I care a lot what people think of me.
2.) I have a lot of hobbies.
3.) I have honestly never loved (In a fangirl way) someone like I love Ryo.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) Glasses
2.) Big eyes
3.) Hands

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Everything on the laptop
2.) Reading
3.) Dancing

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) GO.TO.JAPAN, for the country and eito.
2.) Hug Ryo and Ni-chan ;___; omg you two come so I can squish you.
3.) See my father.

Three Careers You’re Considering/You’ve Considered:
1.) Translator
2.) Nursery Teacher
3.) Journalist

Three Places You Want To Go On Holiday:
1.) Japan
2.) Korea
3.) Ireland

Three names you might give to your kid:
1.) Lolwa
2.) Hassan
3.) Saqr
All arabic names lol~

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) I have a lot of mood swings.
2.) I like pink
3.) I like dresses and skirts

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) I don't like fashion and dress simply
2.) I don't gossip, or like to sit and chat
3.) I don't "dress/wear make up to impress" lol

Three people you tag to do this meme:
1) ryoislove
2) hyuuga_princess
3) anyone else
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New Year Meme?

I took this from my dear Ni-chan, I think It would be nice to do this. :3

1. Was 2011 a good year for you?
I would say half good and half not-so-good, but It wasn't bad either.

2. What was your favorite moment of the year?
This is hard.. How I started off my year with some of my favorite people <3
Summer of 2011 - Bonding with my cousins and going to a Big Time Rush concert.
And being closer with some people I treasure, not really a specific moment XD

3. What was your least favorite moment of the year?

4. What are your plans for 2012?
I want to be a better person in general, stronger, personality and heart wise - I want to have more hobbies and things to work on, and I want to strengthen my relationship with my family and friends and be better in general.
Visit Japan, and in any way see Eito, and spend New Years with them (If I can!) It's their 8th year, man ;-;

5. What countries did you visit?
Japan, England, Scotland & France.

6. What date in 2011 will remain etched in your memory?
December 29-30, January 1.

7. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I got involved with so much this year, like I feel like I really grew as a person.
I became more confident and social, and started talking to people around me, and talking to teachers XD I went into activities like MUN and made new friends.
I actually stayed home alone and took care of my little brothers and sister, and the house.
I started looking into my religion and paying more attention to it, reading more 'duaas' everyday and always remembering Allah, no matter what the situation is :)
*not only one situation*

8. What was your biggest failure?
Trying to go to Japan this year *ugh*

9. Did you suffer any illness or injury?
No, thank god.

10. What was the best thing you bought?
SNSD Album and Concert
.. & I don't really buy things XD

11. Who's behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
Oh, I don't think I can even count them.
My "Best Friend" She was supposed to look out for me, be there for me, make sure I'm not hurt, but instead she does the complete opposite. Hurt me with all her words, I swear I've never cried so much for anyone <.<

Someone close to me: When we're out with someone else, she acts like I'm a complete kid and acts so bad to me, I can't even believe that's her, she's an angel when we're alone though. What are you trying to prove?
Some school friends, and some behavior from my family~
Love and forgive everyone though ^u^

12. Where did most of your money go?
Eitoooo and stuff alone~

13. What did you get really really really excited about?
SUPERNATURAL. Staying at my cousin's place ummm going to Japan!!! and um idk.

14. What songs will always remind you of 2011?
All BTR's songs.
Eito - T.W.L & Yellow Pansy street and 365日家族.
SNSD's Born To Be A Lady and Mr.Taxi

15. Compared to this time last year are you:
a) Fatter or thinner? Thinner ;____;
b) Happier or sadder? Happier
c) Richer or poorer? I don't know really..

16. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Study better, study languages and study.
Spend more time with certain people.
Take time to find myself.

17. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Believing in people, being so weak and NOT STUDYING.

18. How will you be spending Christmas?
I.. don't celebrate Christmas LOL

19. Which LJ/MySpace users did you meet for the first time?
None ;_;

20. Did you fall in love in 2011?

21. How many one night stands?

22. What was your favourite TV show?
AAAAAAH. Ryoryoryoryo. Sorry, Zenkai Girl, Inu wo Kau to Iu Koto, SUPERNATURAL!

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I don't hate anyone, honestly.

24. What was/were the best books you read?
As It is
An Inspector calls

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
UM, I like slow songs waaaaay more than fast ones.
Like not depressing sad ones, but deep meaning ballads with voices that give me goosebumps <3

26. What did you want and get?
Eito everything, a new phone, ummm. what else.
I didn't get Ryo..

27. What did you want and not get?
To go to Japan

28. What was your favourite film this year?
OMG. I can't count!
Ummmmm, Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 CUTENESSS
New Years Eve

29. What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?
I became 16 and I had a depressing day, until I was surprised by my cousins + sister with a surprise party!! They had a Ryo cake and everything, even put 'Code' for me.
Oh the love ;A;
And I got presents from such lovely people <33

30. What one thing would have made your year more satisfying?
Studying, getting better grades.

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2011?
Simple and Stylish..maybe.
But Simple for sure LOL

32. What kept you sane?
Eito, sometimes SNSD - my lovely friends and family (mother, cousins and sister) thank you all so so much <3333

33. Which celebrity did you fancy the most?
NISHIKIDO RYO. I will forever fancy you and love you, let it be 2011 or 2040 ;____; sob my love for you is too much sob sob sob SOBBB.

Im Yoona-Jung Jessica-Kim Taeyeon-Tiffany Hwang: These girls really helped me through a lot this year, like finding myself out, being more confident, having more fun and going after what I love, I'm really happy I got into SNSD <3

And of course Eito, who make my heart happy and fill it with love. every. single. day. <3333
.. that wasn't just one LOL.

34. Which political issue stirred you the most?
The Arab Spring!!

35. Who did you miss?
my Ni-chan ;___; I haven't talked to you in forever!! I miss her so much </3>"Yesterday's sadness and tears still didn't dry up but
enduring the pain, even if it seems I'm about to lose, I can't stop.

Teach me the meanings of these spilled tears.
Struggling inside my sighs I'm searching for the light.

Today I've cried and cried,
they say that one day I'll be able to smile.
I'll look up to the sky, strech my hands,
prepare myself for tomorrow.
And then once again, once again,
I want to be able to laugh with the smile you gave me
because it's not over yet."</i>

There are so many Eito songs that I can put here, but this is perfect.
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FIGHT album review

Asya-chan asked me to make a review on this, so I gave it a try, it's my first time to review something so I hope I'm not too breif lol

So first one,
Monjya Beat: I just love this song, it's so fun and playful and it keeps my energy up when I need it! It's a perfect Eito song, and I really do enjoy listening to it.

Fight for Eight: It's not the type of song that I would listen to normally, but I actually really like it. The concept is brilliant and their voices with the music is just *sigh* amazing, I feel so cool when I listen to it XD

Fly High: This song is SO cute <33 it's kind of one of the songs I listened to less in this album, but I really like it, i'd listen to it when I'm in a happy mood and it would help me get even happier~♥

Dye D: Omg this song <3 the beginning was just SO hot. And I love the random auto tune in the middle, and the english. I love this song, it's such a sexy song and it's my 4th favorite <3

Water Drop: Second favorite song. I'm just so happy Eito made a song like this, this is my type of song! I love these ballads and slow songs, I listen to it so much, it's just so beautiful, I love the melody, lyrics everything about it <333
フリーダム理論: Third favorite song, I love the beat of this song and their voices shine so much it's sooooo lovely, I like these kids of songs, and it shows Eito's amazing vocal skills <3

輝ける舞台へ: This is a fun song, I wouldn't listen to it so often though. But it's a song for a fun car ride or something~not one of my favs :3

Wander: I can't begin to explain how beautiful I think this song is, it's my favorite. I love everything about it, all of their voices and just the melody of this song keeps me relaxed and in a calm mood, I love it so so much, I can't wait till they sing it live.. *sigh* one of my favorite Eito songs for sure!

If you want me to talk about My home, Tsubasa Ni Koi and 365日家族 I will :3
Ryo ; Beautiful Stare

Way to wonder~

Hello people ^^
I missed you~

This week was such a busy one! I was involved in 'THIMUN' The Haigh International Model United Nations' have any of you heard of it? I was an Admin helping in the debate. My admin team was awesome, and the delegates I helped out were so nice, even the chairs were amazing, I was so lucky to get this team, and because it ended yesterday, I'm so sad about it, because even next year if I join it won't be the same. Our head admin and our head chair are graduating :( But I'm glad I got to participate in it~♥

But I'm back now! I'm sooo exhausted I can barley stand up, my body aches I've been standing up for sooo long.
I'm patiently waiting for my FIGHT singles ;-; turns out I didn't order them!! I'm sure I did, but I don't know what happened, so I re-ordered them, I'm SO glad nothing was sold out.
I've only listened to 'wander' and gosh is it amazing <333

Anyway, how are you all? :D
Ryo ; Sleeping beauty.

& I'm out of my league once again~

This holiday feels so good, I love it so much~ It would be so depressing when I get back to school. I already have work to complete for Tuesday, I kind of started, but I'd rather be enjoying my time and getting a break.


I realized yesterday, that when you're going through a tough time, being strong and always looking at the bright side helps, don't make them just words, really be strong, fight back the tears and negativity, smile and look up to see how beautiful the stars really are.

Have a great day, everyone~♥
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Happy 27th Birthday Ryo-chan

I know this is posted late, but I didn't have time ;__; But I posted it on tumblr on time hehe.
This man has done so much for me in these 4 years, I honestly don’t know what to say. This is my first Ryo birthday on tumblr, so I can’t really explain in words how much this day means to me <3 The first time I celebrated your birthday, you were 23 and now you are 27, time flies. When I first knew about you, I never expected you to be the dorky shy boy you really are, I expected you to be the cool and full of himself person, but when I grew to know more about you, I loved you even more. People sometimes see you as a mean bitch, but under that I see a caring and loving heart that shows it’s love, by mean words ‘poison tongue’ and it just shows how special you are, and how even by being mean your love shows.The way you are with children is just beautiful, I can’t describe it anyway else, I’m sure your children would be lucky to have someone like you for a father. You are so talented, the music you make is just amazing and your voice is breathtaking, things could be in a complete mess and I could just listen to ‘Code’ ‘Monologue’ or ‘Ordinary’ and everything would be much better. I honestly am at a loss for words, but you have just made me smile so much and I have honestly never loved an Idol like this before, you are so special to me and I can’t imagine my life without you anymore <3 That extremely dorky, talented, cool, shy boy is the man that I love so much. I hope this birthday is unforgettable, and you keep doing what you do best, and always stay the same and smile,and know that so many fans are supporting you and loving you and celebrating with you as I’m typing this. You are special Nishikido Ryo, so special, and beautiful in so many ways, I love you with all my heart, Happy Birthday ♥♥

Ryo ; Heart

And I'm back again

Yes I'm trying my best to update more here~
How are you all?

This week has been somewhat stressful >_<" I have so much exams and assignments due~ But I'm trying my best!

My holiday is in 3 days too, so I can't wait for that~ I have this really hard Physics test tomorow *sigh*
Besides that, I still have to watch the final two episodes of Zenkai Girl, and catch up with my lovely friends, school's been taking so much time, but I can't wait to talk to the lovely people in my life again <33333 I missed you all so much!

And can I just say I really like SNSD's comeback? Their MV was really really pretty and their live performances were awesome *O* Despite how tired they look :( and I really liked the songs on their album especially 'Trick' and 'How Great Is Your Love' ♥♥
They're the only Kpop group I seriously follow now, and I couldn't be more happy with that =)

And Eito eito eitooooo, what can I say? I can't wait till the album that's going to be AWESOMENESS. I've seen the PV previews and *O* I can't say anything serious rn, one was insanely adorable when one was extremely sexy. I can't chose a favorite, Eito you are forever my favorite band in the world ♥ I can't wait till November 16! Ah~
I have to catch up with all Eito shows, that's going to be hard ;___; But I can't just miss them *sigh*
I hope this holiday is a productive one!

I've started watching 'Supernatural' I'm in the 5th season now~ and loving it so much ♥♥ I ussually don't watch a lot of english shows, but I just fell in love with SPN. The characters are love, the whole story is just amazing and SO interesting, and the actors ( Jared Padalecki & Jensen Ackles) You can't help but fall in love with them :)

Westlife and NEWS... NEWS have already gone their separate ways and I'm over that and respect that, no matter how much I will miss them. But Westlife has been with me since almost forever and it's just.so.sad to see them go now, even if they'll have a tour then go their seperate ways, it just seems so unreal. Their music and their passion for music, how long they've been here is just *sigh* nothing stays forever I guess.

I think it's about time I get a new layout (Niii-chan, don't get me wrong, I still adore this one ♥♥ but I need a brighter page hehe)

Grade 10 is really hard ;__; May Allah give me strength.
I want to go the Maldives with Ryo one day, I really do.
Now I will continue drinking my coffee, watching an episode of 'Supernatural' and then get ready for a study session with one of my friends, take care everyone~